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[Sep. 23rd, 2007|07:38 pm] |
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oh dear hahahahahahaha. thanks beki and melissa. and if u leave a comment...please make it as vague as my entry. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2007|02:01 pm] |
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its been 23 years...and in the last 2 years its gotten progressively worse...to the point where i cant hide it, or pretend, or live like this anymore. I think im going to go to a doctor and hope to god something works. i cant take it anymore...and i cant take what my life has become because of it. |
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[May. 21st, 2007|08:19 pm] |
alittle over 2 months...and im bored. so...i graduated college. woo..even tho i did it back in january, i finally walked this past tuesday. stupid budget cuts cancelling january graduation. lets see, ummm...a lot has changed. some for the better, some for the worse. friends are drastically changing. some of the people i would have classified as the most important people in my life are no longer involved within my life. sucks, but life goes on, what can u do. met some new people....which is a plus.
i sub at the high school everyday. i wish i would have went for my high school cert. i think id enjoy it. i like subbing at the high school, ive actually been there everyday. i love it. i still am at kohls...right now only 2 days a week cause i sub all the time, but as of now its all i have over the summer, so that really blows. so i guess i'll get more hours...or im still trying to find something else. fuck summer jobs...i need a real one.
nothing else really going on. just living my life...still here...hey, thats always good right? anyway, im out. until next time...
oh yeah, my brother got into the disney program. so he'll be leaving aug 25. i hope he has as great of a time i had. he deserves it more than anything. adios |
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[Mar. 11th, 2007|09:43 pm] |
mom just got over bronchitus...i think im getting it now :-/..
hi. |
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[Dec. 30th, 2006|11:56 pm] |
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i have absolutely nothing in new jersey. Moving to north carolina..id have nothing. but it will give me the chance to start over. and get away from the things I think will eventually kill me here. I;ve mademy decision..i want to move.start over.and make a second attempt to be happy. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2006|11:05 pm] |
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is it possible to get more depressed than i am now? Just keep slamming it on guys...apparently y shoulders can carry anything. you keep testing me...its not fair. and im breaking down again...and i cant stop it this time. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|10:02 pm] |
from august 17 to oct 28...
student teaching is ok. I mean...i like it. But I don't think im cut out to be a teacher. Only problem there being it's really the only thing I know. I wish I was rich and had no problem spending another year in school...majoring in something else. But what? I have no idea. I am graduating college in 6 weeks and I have no idea what I want to do the rest of my life. I also have no idea what I spent thousands of dollars on to study at school for...since i dont know a damn thing.
ben and i live with mom now. We have been here the last month...and I couldnt be happier.
In other news...nothing else is going on really..nothing I wish to share at least. happy reading! |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
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aug 17...im working. my birthday is in 2 weeks! i turn the whopping 22. holy crap im old. ben is turning 19 next week which scares me. im cleaning a lot...which is turning out to be quite productive. thats really it. i dont know what else to write. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|09:23 pm] |
i quit one of my jobs. thank god...i hated it. why? cause i didnt do anything. i cant sit there and not do anything, i go crazy! i also cant be let go early every single shift. its funny, now that i quit one job im working more than i did with both of em. i told the job i have now im available full time, and im working a lot more.
nothing else is new. i worked today, it was great. it was so busy and nonstop. i honestly think i need that in a job. i need to be doing something at all times or i think i will go crazy. im working 3-8:30 tomorrow...hopefully it'll be busy again.
hmm..went to bon jovi. that man is amazing. until my next sparadic update about nothing! adios. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|05:57 pm] |
You know when you're heart does flips in your chest? That you get so weirdly excited just to see someone? I rarely get that anymore. Which is odd because I am such a hopeless crush-er.
It's a shot to the heart to have someone you've bent over backwards for, fell in love with, and considered to be your best friend to be the one person you know you need out of your life for your own stability. I look at this person, and I see nothing I used to see. And that hurts more than anything because I am forced to remember him the rest of my life. I gave him everything I could possibly give out of myself, and nobody can forget that. |
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